I've been into the paranormal scene for about 8 years now, but lately I'm finding it absolutely draining. I'm scrolling through Quirk Reports at work, listening to podcasts about UFOs and government cover-ups, watching YouTube videos about haunted locations... and I'm genuinely feeling anxious and paranoid.
Like, I went for a walk in my local woods yesterday and I couldn't stop thinking about cryptids and weird creatures. Couldn't enjoy it. Everything felt threatening. And I'm sleeping terribly because I'm worried about home invasions by unknown entities or whatever.
Is anyone else experiencing this? I'm wondering if I need to take a break from the community, but I also don't want to lose interest in something that's been such a big part of my life. Thoughts?